The Chapters 0f My Life

2010-12-28T01:25:00.002+08:00

Went Daiso with couzie & my brother today (;

my couzie, brother & me ♥

2010-12-27T01:37:00.006+08:00

First boyfriend whom I spent my Christmas with! (: (: (:

xoxo

Five more days to year 2011.
Six more days to my 4th month of love ♥

Hope my year 2011 will be a brand new good year with my loved ones ♥

2010-12-21T21:40:00.003+08:00

He's not perfect but I know he kept trying ♥

He's not like any other Mr romantic type of guy.
He won't know how to surprise his girlfriend, but I know he always try his best to make me happy & laugh.
He won't know how to send long & sweet goodnight text either, but he'll send me goodnight text that will puts a smile on my face.
He's not the cutest guy on earth & neither he's the most handsome guy on earth too, but he have a pair of attractive eyes.
He's rough, talks loudly, don't have a good temper too,
but he have his most gentle side & his most gentle tone that made me fall a lil' bit more for him each time. He's soft-hearted & he's willing to change his bad temper.
He's not perfect but I know he kept trying, because of me ♥
He showered me with love with his most sincerest part of his heart.
Being with him, I felt happy & blessed (:

The one that bring joy to my life.
Chirs Lee Jia Jun, this post is for you ♥

He may not bbe perfect, but he's enough fer me ♥

2010-12-21T19:45:00.005+08:00

Its time for me to update my damn dead blog!
well! I've got so much to update though. Just that I'm way too lazy!
I shall cut it simple, sweet & short to make my post not a long & composy one then.

Life been pretty well the same. Things change as time goes by.
People walk in & out of our life. Everything happens for a reason too.
Alot of things happened in my life. Laughters, tears, goods & bads. I always got these wonderful groups of people stay by me. They are the people that I love.

Besties buddies ever ♥

( they never fail to bbe there for me, never ever )

All time favourites ♥

They let me know that friendship do not have to bbe a long one.
All I need is just a true one.

My lovely bitch ♥

( she never fail to bbe a good listener of mine. Always my best )

They made me laugh from my heart ♥

2010-09-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

Love is in the air!

I'm in love since 2nd sept 2010 (:

Being with him made me feel like, I didn't have to work so hard on being happy.

It could just happen whenever with his presence around!

shall update when I'm not lazyyy ya? (;

2010-08-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken during Vincent's birthday celebration (:

2010-08-23T01:17:00.001+08:00

This is my favourite, Lucia Ng x.f (;

Celebrated vincent (xiaofang's bf) 19th birthday at serangoon on friday (:
Head to serangoon, chomp chomp fer our dinner. Went k-garden fer drinking & singing session after that. When the clock strikes 12. woohoo! Favourite bring in the cake to surprise vincent (; He was surprised & touched. hehe. After the celebration, headed back to home sweet home. I shall upload the pics taken during vin's birthday soon!

Anyway, life been pretty well the same. Having holidays now due to the Y0G (:
School will soon reopen after 1 mre weeks & here comes my exams! :(

2010-08-19T15:20:00.003+08:00

How to keep your girlfriend happy.

1. One & Only. Your girlfriend should be your one & only. Make her feel special, k guys ? You’re lucky to have her even if she’s lucky to have you too. We know there are prettier out there but we like feeling as if we’re the only beautiful one in your eyes, & the only one you see.

2. “Ladies first.” No. That rule doesn’t apply to communication. Don’t wait for her call, text, IM, why don’t you try talking to her first for a change ? It’s thoughtful & sweet if a guy can actually do that.

3. Surprise her. You don’t have to drive an hour to her house at 3 a.m. to set off her name in fireworks in front of her window, but the little things are big things. A simple, good morning text, is more powerful than you think.

4. What insecurities? For the love of god, all girls have insecurities. Please don’t point them out. For example, today I was looking at food & my boyfriend said “You eat a lot. You probably could beat me at a buffet.” WHAT. THAT’S NOT WHAT YOU SAY. Also, let her be herself. If she’s having a bad hair day, don’t make fun of her if it’s hurtful. Let her wear sweatpants & still feel pretty damn cute around you, even when she’s not looking her best.

5. Act the same around your friends. You’re not a real man if you completely blow off your girl in front of your homeboys. When you’re going to hang out with her & your friends you better not run off & leave her standing there to greet them like WUDDUPPP GUYSSS.. NO, you better at least walk with her & introduce her to them if you haven’t already. If you walk with her hand in hand, she’ll love it.

6. When she’s mad. Dude, you better try & get her back. Chase her, whatever it is, don’t let her walk away when she’s mad at you. It shows you don’t care enough to go after her. Don’t let her go.

7. Maintain. If you did a bunch of cute things with her before, try & keep it up. You don’t have to go all out everyday for her, but don’t stop completely just because you got her already.

8. Honesty. If you lie to her, you’re going to have one hell of a time regaining that trust because she’ll start questioning everything you’ve said or done for her, no matter how small that lie was. Fess up or get lost.

9. Trust. If your girl really doesn’t like one of your friends, trust, she has good reason to. Girls’ intuition -shrug- So don’t go hanging with your homegirl all the time if you know your girlfriend doesn’t like that bitch. She usually won’t hate for no reason. Respect her.

2010-07-23T21:04:00.001+08:00

Hola! (;

Last saturday was a blast! with cwc, stark, nic & keith. Add on with aidan & hai liang(a nice catch up session) and my lovely shandy sissy together! ♥

And then followed by sunday, always a rest-at-home day for me.

And again, there comes monday again! :( its always monday blues! tsk..

so as usual, weekdays I spent my time in school.

Test & exams are round the corner! shiat, I gotta concentrate & study!

Wednesday was totally an awesome night spent with wonderful friends! (Y)

And again, here comes my weekendd! heh.

I have to re-charged my energy & replenish my sleep for tomorrow!

BYE-EE!

XOXO ♥

2010-07-18T14:35:00.003+08:00

I had a great saturday from day to night with my buddies & friends! teehee!

2010-07-02T18:18:00.000+08:00

Its weekenndd!

I'm left with just three more days to school resume :( tsk!

Gonna enjoy my weekenndd & not burn it! ^^v

2010-07-01T01:07:00.001+08:00

Ice-creammm cheer me up! ^^v

Mummie June & Daddy David ♥♥♥!

2010-06-23T17:26:00.003+08:00

Hi xiaofang favourite, I'm here to update my blog (: so stop complaining already! tsk.

holla! School holidays had started & soon its gonna end too :(
But my holidays are so well spent! heh.
Nothing is much more better than spending time with your love ones.
Even it's just sitting beside each other doing nothing, just a simple catch up at starbucks or mac. Catching movies with your best buddies. Laughing together with your favourites till your mouth ache. hehe.

I've been catching movies recently. She's out of my league was my last movie.
This show's damn cock! Must watch! I'll rate 4/5 (;
Gonna catch Toy Story 3 with xiaofang fav soon soon! hehe.

(Y)

2010-06-05T18:07:00.001+08:00

Metup with fav xiaofang yesterday night at mart.

Heart talk, slacked & laugh like always whenever we mitup (;

She's still the only one that can really understand what's in my mind, how my heart feels & what I'm going to say.

Anyway, favourite love. Do cheer up! I'm always here fer you ♥

2010-06-02T01:47:00.000+08:00

A picture of my favourite Ng xiaofang & me! (:

teehee ♥♥♥

shall update more pictures up soon! (;

2010-05-29T15:27:00.000+08:00

Love my buddies to the maximum! ♥ ♥ ♥

What's life without their presence?

2010-05-25T13:59:00.001+08:00

Gave school a miss today again. tsktsk.
Like I've mention before. No more motivation, no more mood to study anymre :(

SIGH!

anyway, congrats (: you've found your love.

2010-05-24T17:14:00.002+08:00

Like finally, I've completed watching My Queen! 败犬女王! (;

This show's sweet enough to melt, touching enough fer me to shed tears. Niceee show! ♥

Again, I've got no mood going to school.

Gave school a miss today.

No more motivation fer me going to school anymre :( how?

2010-05-22T15:20:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Grace girlfriend! ♥

2010-05-20T10:30:00.001+08:00

Okay, great. I didn't sleep well last night or should I say I didn't sleep at all?

My mind was being occupied by him all night. Fuck.

Can someone just slap me awake? Its totally hell for me.

Just freakin' get over him please. He doesn't care anymore.

He won't wonder alot of things like how you do.

He won't bbe tosing & turning the whole night just because of you.

He won't miss you like how much you missed him.

He won't care any single tiny bit anymore. Get it?

He's enjoying his night, his life right now.

Get it over Eveyeonengli.

2010-05-19T19:41:00.001+08:00

School is getting more & more bored as days goes by :(

2010-05-18T13:21:00.002+08:00

Yayyness!

As I mention to Peter & derrick yesterday night that I'm craving for Kfc breakfast this morning. And they know I'm always way too lazy to get my ass up early in the morning just to get myself breakfast, even if its nearby my house.
So! Peter have to book in camp today & therefore derrick was the one who got the breakfast for me. Derrick came all the way from Pasir Panjang just to bring the breakfast to my house! He even alight 1 bus-stop earlier & thought that my block got no lift & he used the stairs instead -_- dumb but sweet. I'm speechless when he brought the breakfast to my house when I'm still sleeping. Oh my! and keith was also awaken by derrick leading him how to come to my house. haah! How sweet! awww..
Its simple, yet sweet. Thnks all my loved ones! ♥ ♥ ♥ you guys made my day!

and oh! derrick even bought me my fav cookie! (;

2010-05-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

If only I could received such text from you.

2010-05-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

cough cough cough!
sneeze sneeze & sneeze!
OH MY! damn, its irritating.

Making me feel so difficult to breathe & sleep at night :(

anyway, these are my lovelies in school (;

♥

2010-05-09T19:58:00.004+08:00

I'm down with fever, cough & block nose! ;(
I don't like this feeling.
But I don't like to hold back my tears each & everytime more!
You deserve to bbe with somebody who makes you happy.
Somebody who doesn't complicate your life.
Somebody who won't hurt you (:

anywayyy,

HAPPY M0THER'S DAY!

I L♥VE Y♥ U mommsy (;

if I make a wish at 11:11,

can my wish really come true?

2010-05-04T22:16:00.001+08:00

Graduation pictures taken today (:

♥♥♥ !

2010-05-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

Nitec in Beauty Therapy Graduation Day's tomorrow!
Like finally, I've graduated from my Nitec course.
But still, I've to go through two years of higher nitec =(
Got my graduation clothes at the very last minute. But I'm satisfied with it (:
I'm dead beat, shall turn in early tonight! goodnight.

没有人能了解我现在的心情

想看你想躲你难以决定

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静,眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明.

2010-05-02T19:14:00.006+08:00

Its been sucha long time since I've updated my blog.

Pardon me fer my lazy-ness.

Its time fer me to update it now (:

Been partying with my favourites, buddies & friends during my weekends.
Time being with them was wonderful.
And of cause' going to school on the weekdays.
Life been pretty well the same fer me.
Its my group of wonderful friends that kept me going ♥

I thought its over fer me. but its a big NO whenever the moment I bumped into him like yesterday.
My heart beat fer uncountable times till it stopped & freeze. I still cant get over.
I hate that feeling when you're about to cry & someone asks you if theres anything wrong or to cheer up & you try to smile. But you just physically can't do it & eventually the effort of trying to smile fer this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me feel so defeated by life when I can't find the strength to smile in those moments.

对不起，我还爱你.

deleted him at fb, didn't link him at my blog anymre.
I know I'll click onto his name & view, and then I'll start cryin.
and today I went to view again after so long.
same, yes I cried.

tell me how long more do I still have to put on this front?

2010-04-09T15:22:00.001+08:00

I'm definitely making full use of my holidays before school starts on the 12th! =(
Making full use of my holidays & money are going out at the same time! tsktsk.
I've to change my lifestyle soon. Lesser late nights!
Have to sleep early & gotta wake up early for school sssooonnn.
Been spending my time with my favourites, buddies, bitches & so on.. hehe ♥
Caught - Clash of the titans 3D and Ju-On.
Highly not recommended to catch Ju-on cause' its not niiccee AT ALL! disappointing.
Life been pretty well the same. Contented with every single thing (:

2010-03-26T18:35:00.006+08:00

What's life without your wonderful friends around?

well, life been pretty well the same. Spending time with my all time favourite.

I'll never get sick & tired of meeting them almost every single day! ♥♥♥ hehe.

Cop Out - I rate it 3/5 (:

Whip It - I rate it 4/5 (:

- Caught Cop Out with my favourites on the 22nd.
- Tm, Teppanyaki & downtown till midnight with favourites & co. on the 24th.
- Yesterday. Marina Sq with favourite & co. for pool & bowling. Town to catch Whip It! then esplanade till the sun almost rise then back to home sweet home!

meetin buddies ltr! ♥

2010-03-22T12:56:00.002+08:00

Monday,

15 march'10, xueling's house to celebrate her birthday.

Tuesday,
17 march'10, to the Zoo.

Wednesday,
17 march'10, singing session with xiaofang in the noon.
Supper Ladies night with my favourite.

Saturday,
20 march'10, Power House with my favourite & friends.

Today,
Back to school, town, Home sweet home (:

2010-03-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

~~1st feb'09~~
~~010209~~

2010-03-18T17:23:00.003+08:00

2010-03-15T16:56:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday!

to my dear lovely favourite (:

Ang Xueling!

Hope you enjoy yourself! hehe.

shall upload the pictures sssoooonnn!

2010-03-14T17:22:00.002+08:00

Definition of love according to andrew landon.

Love -

is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect her to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect her to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn’t exactly match up with all your plans.

But that’s the thing. Love isn’t a plan. It doesn’t have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it.

Love happens; it is so incredibly messy. People around you can’t comprehend why you do the things you do, or why you fight so hard for something that seems to cause you so much pain, because simply, they can’t see…

They can’t see the invisible ring of insanity that surrounds you when you’re in love. It’s inconvenient and painful and devastating at times, but we can’t live without it. What you don’t learn is how hard love is. How much work it takes. How much of ourselves we have to put into it. How it isn’t worth it until we are complete& utter idiots about it.

Love isn’t her calming you down when you yell. It’s her yelling, just as loud, just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and to keep you grounded. It isn’t her/him bringing you roses everyday or cute things that make your relationship appear more presentable.

It’s after a long fight, that drains the life and bones right out of you both, and yet her showing up at your door the next morning anyway. It’s not her saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you. So no, it’s not her caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be alright. It’s her standing there, admitting she’s just as scared as you are.

You have to remember that with love, you’re not the only one involved. You’ve unknowingly put your life, your heart into the palms of another persons hands and said, here. Do what you will. Mash it into mince meat. Or forget I ever handed it to you. As long as you have it.

It makes us crazy. It makes reality invisible and it erases all the lines that we shouldn’t cross. Because love isn’t about fencing ourselves in; feeling safe, feeling sure about the future. It’s about scaring the shit out of every nerve in our body, but pushing forward anyway. Because all the fighting and all the tears and all the uncertainty is worth it. And it’s a hell of a lot better, than being 100% happy without someone to show us that there is a world of a difference between feeling ‘happy’ and feeling WHOLE.

2010-03-13T16:55:00.010+08:00

LIFE,
4 simple letters, yet so complicated

L0VE,
4 simple letters, yet so confusing

DESTINY,
7 simple letters, yet so unpredictable

MISTAKES,
8 simple letters, yet they can never bbe erased

YOU:

3 simple letters,

yet means everything.

~~When I miss you, I'll look back at the pictures we've taken.~~
~~and then randomly, I re-read back the blog post today.~~
~~And, I cry like hell when I saw a post~~
~~on wednesday, June 24 2009 @ 12:17pm.~~
~~And yes, Imissyou like freakin whole hell of alot.~~

2010-03-12T14:11:00.002+08:00

A picture paints a thousand word.

a moment when I thought I'm gonna bbe alright

when I thought my tears won't shed

flashback came back again & again

that made me smile to myself and cry at the same time.

IT SUXS

WHEN I KNOW

THAT I NEED TO LET GO

BUT I CAN'T,

BECAUSE I'M

STILL WAITING

FOR THE

IMPOSSIBLE

TO HAPPEN.

2010-03-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

I want to wake up right beside you. Can I?

2010-03-10T19:40:00.004+08:00

metup with xiaofang at town in the late evening yesterday.
Pedicure done & heels exchanged.
Metup with xueling at vivo to have our yummy yoghurt iicee-creamm with many toppings on it for us to choose from! =D hehe.
The one we had is wild berry & mango flavour (:
Headed back to town, Cine. Dine in at HK cafe then catch the movie - Happy Go Lucky. A jack Neo flim, I rate it 2.5/5
Movie last for bout 2hrs. Geylang to have supper.
Home sweet home, thereafter.

2010-03-09T13:47:00.004+08:00

went out with one of my favourite - Ngxiaofang yesterday (: so basically after trying out the food at Ion basement with natalie the day before. I'm falling in love with the banana chocolate crepe & 锅贴! hehe. So therefore, yesterday I brought xiaofang to try out the niceee food as well! heh. cause' I know she's gonna like it. And yes, she loveee it!

banana chocolate crepe!

锅贴!

Dessert thereafter..

meeting my favourites again later! heh. yoghurt iceee-ccrreammm! =)

Really? Hope so =(

2010-03-07T01:36:00.000+08:00

2010-03-03T00:50:00.004+08:00

I just had my Filet-o-fish meal! hehe. And now I'm so full!
But my poor lil' gastric are still the same.
Its always killing me even if I had my meals ='(
Bi's beside me right now! (: and we're like so irritating to the others. HAHAHA.
alright, have to focus on doing my presentation now! BYE!

2010-02-28T19:29:00.002+08:00

Attachment is soon gonna bbe O.V.E.R!

Catch Valentine's Day with my wonderful girls yesterday.
Its a great show overall. I rate it 4/5 (:
But! Something happened before that. That made us laugh non-stop. HAHAHA.

Oh my! sweet lil' surprise from my favourite!
She bought me Ransberry Frapp & Beard Papa chocolate cream puff for me when I'm working! its both my favourite! aww.. my heart melts man! Thnks bi! =D

2010-02-23T21:53:00.004+08:00

Back to blog.

I miss them. 4th march! =)

attachment, please bbe over soon! =(
but least I can keep myself busy, stoping my mind to think of all those shits.

2010-01-02T17:37:00.002+08:00

The past is a history, the future is a mystery.

Today is a gift, that's why they called it present.

2009-12-29T20:51:00.001+08:00

Have you ever lied to someone you love most?
Have you ever break the heart of the person that you love most?
Yes, I did. I lied to the person I love most in my life & break his heart.
I really don't know what's got into me. I'm sucha heartbreaker. To actually broke somone's heart & what more, its the person that I loved most in my life.
I love him, yet I lied to him.
There's a saying.
' If you love someone, you'll never let him/her get hurt. Because you'll try your best to protect him/her '
I know exactly what's the saying is all about and yet ... okay fuck.
I know I lied to him for upteen times. I've seriously learnt my lesson.
which couples don't have lies in them? so does ours.
I believe our love will fight to win & conquer all. I've learnt my lesson.
NEVER to lie in a relationship. All I need now, is just a chance.
I know you can forgive but you cant forget.
I know many questions are in your mind, wondering & pondering.. why why why.
But if you don't open up your heart & mind again to me, things will still bbe the same. We'll still bbe like this, we cant move on.
I need a chance. I need you to forgive me & try to forget.
I've learnt my lesson. All ii need is a chance.
Will you give me this chance to let us move on to the future? will you?

Counting down of year 2010 will bbe in just two more days.
I will never know what will happen next.
A chance or no? SIGH. I'm not looking forward to my future without you.

will this two cute lil' penguin bbe back together?

2009-12-20T14:01:00.005+08:00

Class Chalet =)

though not much people turned up for the class chalet,

but its fun enough to have my malay girls around & my favourites! (:

enjoyed myself though.

loves!

2009-12-19T13:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to YOU, baby! :D

iloveyou : *)

2009-12-14T15:04:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Jeff brother! (:

Somehow I missed alot of things that happened in my life.

when I'm in my secondary school days, the group of wonderful friends I had.
when I used to spend almost everyday of my life chillin out at starbucks with madeline goh & laugh at almost every single thing (:
when I spent my time almost every single day slacking with my all time favourite buddies, talking craps like nobody business (:
when I metup with my two dearest sissy once in a month to catch up every single things bout our life & go shopping with many bags back home (:
when I metup with the rest of my sisters for the birthday celebration (:
When I laugh like there's no tomorrow with my favourite girls (:

All these are the things I missed & is also the best part in my life!
But the best thing that happened to me is HIM. my boyfriend! :D

My dear boyfriend, benjamin chew. He's unreplaceable.
Thankyou for tolerating all my nonsense & still showering me with your endless love =) Iloveyou! ♥

2009-12-13T23:22:00.003+08:00

Updated (:

& Happy Birthday to Madeline Goh! =D

had dinner together with my Boyfriend & his friends to celebrate baby's advance birtyhday.

Benji & his friends.

Hold on tight & never let go again.

My last love.

♥ Benjamin chew wencong ♥

♥

2009-12-02T16:15:00.000+08:00

我想我可以习惯一个人生活。

2009-11-15T19:05:00.001+08:00

I am so sorry.

2009-11-14T15:46:00.002+08:00

Pictures taken back two weeks ago.

Kiss me like the last time.
Love me like the first time.

Time is like a river.
You cannot touch the same water twice,
because the flow that has passed will never pass again.

2009-11-10T23:42:00.001+08:00

2009-11-07T12:30:00.006+08:00

The sweetest part in life.

Is the day you hug me tightly & took alot of pictures with me.

what do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying,
is the one who made you cry?

will you really hold my tears for me?

2009-11-06T12:10:00.000+08:00

I'm lost.

Can someone bring me back on track?

Can someone make me smile from my heart?

Can someone give me a tight hug?

Fuck. I don't know what's going on.

somebody, just give me a tight slap.

2009-11-03T20:19:00.001+08:00

YUN, Happy Birthday! =)

Happy Birthday to you~

Gabriel&Grace.
sweet couple (:

Marina Barrage, water playground.

2009-11-01T01:46:00.004+08:00

Nine months of love, still counting on (:

2009-10-29T19:56:00.006+08:00

Friday - advance birthday celebration for mummie (:
(I'm bringing her out to eat)

Saturday - Marina Barrage, town then halloween! with my favourites. hehe [:
haven't made up our mind where to go for Halloween. tsktsk. indecisive.
where shall we go for Halloween?! hmm..

and!

Happy Birthday to Shahmil (:

2009-10-27T20:55:00.003+08:00

Don't have to say much. Picture paints a thousand words.

they're my all time favourites!

2009-10-27T11:42:00.002+08:00

ggoood morningg! (:

I woke up at sucha early timing today, but am still kind of sleepy.

Lesson starts in the afternoon today, gonna get myself prepare & head to school soon!

How sweet of my sweet precious.

I was speechless when he pass me the present at my workplace, oh my!

Thanks baby, I love it alot : *)

and, good luck fer ur O lvls baby!

2009-10-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

Tired. I'm lack of sleep nowadays.
tsktsk! Gotta replenish my sleep ssooonnn man.

They laugh with me. They cheer me up, when I'm sad or I cry.
They do stupid actions together with me. They accept me for who I am.
They understand me, they know what's on my mind. Know what I'm gonna do or say next. They will understand when I say forget it. They will wait when I say just a minute. They will stay when I say leave me alone.
we will laugh for absolutely no reason at all. we will attempt to dance, sing or act out like what they do in music videos or television. Make fun of each other. And then laugh so loudly like nobody's business, till our bellies ache. we share gossip over lunch time, over pepsi, ice milo or lemon barley. we have so many inside jokes that made us laugh out of a sudden when we think bout it.
They are my all time favourites. Ang xueling & Ng xiaofang (:
I miss you ladies!

2009-10-22T20:10:00.003+08:00

Like finally. Slo project is over. phew*

Ses role-play script left to go. tsk! I'm stressed again.

I'm irritated with the pain now =( My jaw area or the muscle near my jaw are aching. I cant eat properly & it hurts whenever I open my mouth. damn!

anyway,
here's the pictures taken with Ang xueling in school (:

XOXO

B, imissyou.

2009-10-21T19:15:00.006+08:00

Only them can laugh together with me

I'm tired. Tose & turn till this morning 6.30am, then my eyes are willing to close & let me sleep.
Gave make-up pract. a miss today, damn.. again & again. I've not been attending make-up practical for so many lessons. I've been to make-up pract. for less than a ten times. tsktsk.
School as usual, Ng xiaofang, Ang xueling, Felicia Ang yanting & Tan simin never fail to make me laugh. Especially my two damn kuku to the max friend - Ang XL and Ng XF.

I don't need alot of friends. Just close ones will do (:
Anyway, time really past so fast uh? haha.

nine months anniversary ssoonn!~

2009-10-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

2009-10-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

I seems to have so much to say, but I just don't know what's the thing that's keeping in my heart & whats on my mind.
Somehow I felt something's missing. Just give me a big hug will you?

I am stressed, with school projects. Damn..

2009-10-19T01:17:00.005+08:00

Perhaps, maybe.

I wanted to send something cause' I thought you'd like to know that.
I think alot about you & I thought I would say hello.
The truth is not a day goes by without you on my mind.
So many things I want to say, still the words are hard to find.
But I don't think I need big words to tell you how I feel,
cause when I say "I miss you" that's exactly how I feel.

Sometimes I'll cry over small little kind of silly things,

over & over again just because of you.

2009-10-14T22:10:00.007+08:00

Baby, hold onto me, look into my eyes & say ' I Love You'

. School as usual. I have to wake up earlier in order to have a full day attendance.
. Just watched finish the show Baby Bonus on channel 8. Olympic's cute (:
. I've been busy with my SL0 project script which have to bbe handed in by tomorrow & I'm still
rushing on it. Having role-play soon. STRESS*
. There's another one more script(ses) to bbe done by friday.
. Mummie's birthday in 2 more weeks time.
. 9 months anniversary in 2 more plus weeks time =)
. I'm missing my boyfriend, Benjamin chew.
. I love my boyfriend, Benjamin chew.
. Guess who's the only one who can make me smile? Benjamin chew!

Everything's Benjamin Chew, cause he's included in my life :D

My best boyfriend I ever had. Thankyou fer loving me.

2009-10-11T20:18:00.001+08:00

zero one zero two zero nine.

我爱你！

my.last.love.

2009-10-07T12:59:00.005+08:00

开始不懂爱

现在才明白.

If you're asking if I need you. The answer is F0REVER.

If you're asking if I will leave you. The answer is NEVER.

你是甜蜜的意外

Imissyourhug.

2009-10-04T15:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAT TO MY BESTFRIEND! YAP HAOWEI! =)

Happy birthday to you, bestfriend (:

2009-10-04T01:26:00.001+08:00

Alot of things we went through together from the very start till now, made me smile.

Its just a word - happiness, with you around. Making me the happiest girl on earth!

I keep telling myself to cherish & treasure him. Each & every moment.

'Cherish & treasure, treat it like your last', this is what I would always tell myself.

Fuck, I couldn't control my feelings & emotions well. Things just ain't the way I want it to bbe.

I gotta learn how to control my emotions well..

2009-10-01T14:50:00.003+08:00

Eight months of L.0.V.E (:

Eight months of love, still counting on.. You've been in my life for these eight months. Showering me with your endless love & care. Sometimes things just ain't the way we both wanted it to bbe, but in this relationship. I really learned alot with you along the way. Thanks, for all the enduring & giving in. I know its kinda hard on you but I do appreciate all the things that you've done just because of me =) There's still a long way for us to go.. we'll hold on tight & never let go. Right? we'll bbe walking down this path, holding hands together.. I don't know if you ever cried over me, like I cried over you. The only thing I'm certain of is.. I will never find another Y0U. Every single things I do, each & every moment. You will bbe included in my life. So when love goes wrong, nothing goes right. Our love journey is starting at forever & ending at never (:

I LOVE YOU!
010209, my last love.

2009-09-28T23:04:00.006+08:00

Ang xueling, Tan simin & Ngxiaofang!

We've unlimited craps & nonsense. Joke man! They never fail to make me smile & laugh.

They will get crazy with me, they will do those stupid actions with me.

They will laugh together with me. They are my all time favourites!

Calling an end to our 'Hairpins for sale!' Its tiring yet its fun with my favourites around =)

I'm craving for Beard papa's chocolate cream puffs & Donut Factory donuts leh!

P.S benji, do you know how much Imissyou? ffreakin much man!

2009-09-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

I'm meeting my boyfriend later! super big smileeee :D

2009-09-24T15:43:00.003+08:00

This whole week I've been busying with my school projects. Business Management. Spending so much time on this project. Put in so much effort into it. Hope that our business are doing fine. Hairpins hairpins hairpins! Been spending so much time doing hairpins & neglected my dinner. Didn't had a proper dinner since the day I'm doing the hairpins. TSK! =( go over to Plaza sing, Bugiis. Plaza sing, Bugiis. Plaza sing, Bugiis then airport. Then airport again just to buy the things that we need fer the hairpins & do the hairpins. I've had Mr bean, soya milk & pancake fer dinner. And Mr bean, beancurd fer dinner the second day. Its okay (: I like Mr bean. haha.

Mr. bean (: thats my dinner.

well, didn't get to see my two lovely sissy fer so many days already! we're meetin real soon (:
I miss my buddies so much too!
Boyfriend, my dear boyfriend. you should know how much I missed you.

oh my! I love this GUESS ladies watch so much.

Nice isn't it? awww..

2009-09-23T01:44:00.000+08:00

Hand-made hairpins.

Venue: Downtown East, located near Kfc
Time: 10am to 10pm

Date: 26th & 27th september ( saturday & sunday )

Booth Number 5.

see! shayna's clipping the hairpin that we're going to sell. sweet ya? (:
Tan simin! this is what I call Irresistible adorable cute face hor! hahaha.

2009-09-21T20:57:00.003+08:00

Handmade hairpins. All these are made by my friends & myself. These are just some of the design that we will be selling. There'll be more design & patterns! (:
We're selling at an affordable prices. Our cost price are not cheap! But we're selling it at a lower price than our cost price!

Venue: Downtown East, located infront of Kfc and Fish & Co.

Time: 10am to 10pm

Date: 26th & 27th september ( saturday & sunday )

creams & donuts hairpins!

heart-shaped & ginger breadman biscut hairpins!

crystals hairpins!

2009-09-21T15:43:00.002+08:00

We talked rubbish, we talked nonsense, we talked craps.

we joke, we laugh.

That's how things get us closer (:

Metup with xueling, xiaofang & simin yesterday (: splendid! hehe.

The main purpose of us meetin up was to buy all our accessories fer our Small Business Management project. Our idea is to sell hairpins. Hairpins handmade by ourselves. using colourful crystals, flowers, cute little things like ribbons to stick em' on the hairpins. These accessories are not cheap. And yes, we got into the Money Mind competition, and that's the reason why we have such money to buy all these. School gave us 500 bucks to spend on the things that we're doing. But! we still have to return them the 500 bucks after everything. Tsk! Anyway, we'll be located at Downtown East on the 26th & 27th sept. From 10am to 10pm. Its somewhere near Kfc if am not wrong.

Okay, so.. after getting all the things that we need. Headed down to bugiis, shopped around.
Sheesha, then headed down to Cine. Catch - The Ugly Truth. I'll rate 4/5. Its a nice show (:

Phobia 2 is already shown in cinemas! I'm so gonna catch it. Baby! ahem ahem* hehe (:

2009-09-19T15:24:00.006+08:00

Its a stay-at-home day.

Got myself off-day this weekend so that I could go on a date with my sweet boy, but sad to say. He's busy with his programmes on :( sigh sigh sigh! Buddies had their dates on with their girlfriend & lover. Especially grace! she must bbe looking forward to every weekend now! She's occupied by her lover. haha. And yun is busy with his work & is replenishing his sleep every single day! Nicholas? Busy with his proposal & girlfriend of cause. And ngxiaofang! she's happily sleeping in her dear boyfriend's arm. awww.. how sweet (: staying over at boyfriend's house. Oh my! I miss my boyfriend badly =( missed him so damn much. so much..

If only time could stop at that moment. I'll hold onto you & never let go..

2009-09-18T19:39:00.003+08:00

September Holiday mode switched on, yyayyyy! =)))
This holiday is not long enough. but still.. there's no school. hehe.

Its been so long, since I last catch a movie with - BB, my buddies, sisters & my bitches. But! not even once with classmates :(
( I wanna catch movie with these people! especially with my boyfriend! )

Its been so long, since I've been to shopping with - sisters, bitches, buddies & Ngxiaofang.
( I wanna go shop shop shop shopping! )

Its been so long, since I've eaten at 85 with - buddies & bitches.
( all of us are so busy with our own life. tsk..)

I wanna go to the Zoo with BB.
I wanna go to Under Water World with BB.
I wanna go to Marina Barrage again again with BB, sisters.

aaww.. I wanna go on a holiday with my dearest boyfriend! with my sisters, buddies, bitches!
I wanna go to Taiwan, Hong Kong, Japan, Korea lehhhhh. I wanna go aust find Natalie too! haah. I wanna go China find qiaoyan too! haah.

2009-09-17T21:55:00.003+08:00

I love you, Benjamin Chew! (:

Imissyou boy.

I wanna eat Pocky! (chocolate flavour)

I wanna eat Kinder Bueno!

2009-09-09T21:51:00.006+08:00

1. attended school today (did not skipped any lesson)
2. replenished a very little portion of my sleep in the evening today (:
3. today & tomorrow - off day from work! =)))
4. like finally, I saw my sweet boy face, got big big hug & sweet kisses from him! : *)

(that was totally sweet, the best thing in life!)
5. working on friday, saturday & sunday.
6. 7. 8. 9. 10. I MISS BENJAMIN CHEW WENC0NG!

a lil' note to myself *
cherish & treasure him.
you'll never find another love like him, coz he's unreplaceable.
love him with all ur heart.
most importantly, bbe by his side when he needs you.
He knows that you've changed because of him, he knows that you've tried ur best.
what he wants was his girlfriend to bbe with him thru his ups & down.
He wants Y0U to bbe there fer him, so that he has a shoulder that he want to lean on when he's sad.

He wants Y0U to bbe there fer him, so that there's this girl he love to smile & laugh tgt with him.
nengli ah! this love is so simple.. don't make it so complicated. Jus bbe there fer him when he needs you and love him with all your heart. that's it. Its just so simple (:

Baby boy,

永遠永遠手牽手

一步兩步一起走

永遠永遠要記得

我們要一起生活

不管晴天的時候

不管下雨的時候

不放開手到永久

我們要一起生活!

010209*

2009-09-07T17:23:00.002+08:00

gave school a miss today. my gastric is really killing me this afternoon. gosh.
Its totally painful, I cant stand the pain. so weak at that moment.. hell! Its the first time I ever felt this way. Just don't have any time to had my dinner last night & my gastric starts to pain. tsktsk..
alright, heading off to work soon! BYE.

2009-09-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

well.. life been pretty much the same. school & work. school & work. started my work not long ago together with my two dearest sissy (: and anyway, I need to have more sleep! my dark circles are getting deeper & deeper. gosh! tsktsk.
and oh! I miss my boyfriend to the M.A.X! I miss him laaahhhhh.

2009-09-01T14:57:00.001+08:00

7 months of Love, still counting on!

我爱你!

2009-09-01T14:54:00.001+08:00

went back to my secondary school during Teacher's day.

2009-08-29T14:16:00.000+08:00

Friday - metup with my boyfriend & his friends to catch Final Destination 4 (3D).
Saturday - work trainin in the afternoon then headed to Plaza Sing to mitup with my bitches & glenn. Celebrated wanwei's birthday (:

<33
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Chong wanwei!

2009-08-27T22:56:00.009+08:00

Love is in the air.

Looking back at these pictures we've taken.. made me smile to myself. Made me ask myself. How the hell this good guy is my boyfriend when there's so many girls out there. Thinking back, how far we've come together from friends to a couple. Its damn freakin sweet! All those little tiny bits & pieces of things we've done together, despite of all those quarrells. Fate brought us together fer good. It made me shed tears. Thanks god fer everything.

The best thing that happens to me is HIM (:

♥ ♥ ♥

2009-08-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

Just completed my Lifeskills project. phew* gosh, I'm sleepy!
projects projects & projects! aargghh! Its killing me. especially Saloon operation.

anyway, precious. Imissyou to the max!

I miss your small eyes & cute faccceee =)

I L0VE YOU, sweetheart!

2009-08-25T22:09:00.001+08:00

gave school a miss yesterday. went over to BB's house early in the afternoon. stayed at BB's house till at night. headed over to ehub & catch The Proposal.

and,
Happy Birthday to xiaoJeremy Koh kai jie! =)

2009-08-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

Friday,

sissy came over to my house. we baked muffins again! chocolate & banana muffins (:

then headed over to sengkang, shuxian house much later at night.

Home sweet home after that!

Saturday,

picnic at Marina Barrage with sissy, boyfriend & zhikai =)

Its a nice place to laze around & picnic over there, included if the weather was cloudy that day.

huiting was flying the Doreamon kite happily, when it entangle with another kite. Doreamon kite snap & it fell into the water. haah! so sad.

Left barrage late in the evening.

Headed over to The Cathy to catch - The Last house on the Left. eeww! its kinda gross & disgusting. gosh. But overall its nice (:

after movie, head to Plaza sing to eat then back to home sweet home!

& I wanna go Marina Barrage again! again again! hahaha.

huiting & zhikai.

W.o.n.d.e.r.f.u.l D.a.y (:

2009-08-20T15:36:00.001+08:00

In school, they made my day (:

Felicia <3

xiaofang <3

where's simin!? tsk!

xueling (:

2009-08-18T23:32:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to you! zhi kai =)

Random pics.

sissy (:

Banana muffins (:

2009-08-16T12:35:00.005+08:00

Wonderful weekend I can say (:

Bascially, had been spending my weekend with my sisters, my boyfriend & my boyfriend's friends.

Friday,

headed back home after school to get myself prepare & metup with huiting. went over to shuxian's house first then to Bugis with sisters & boonping. shopped & walked around.

Saturday,

celebrate zhikai advance birthday.

metup with my boyfriend then went over to mitup with zhikai. afterthat, headed over to Tanah Merah to mitup with the rest of boyfriend's friends who's going to science centre together.

The queue was superb long fer going into the science centre. so ya, we just went there & snap some pictures then headed over to vivo. haah.

Reached harbourfront, I train over to mitup with huiting at town while my boyfriend & his friends went to had buffet at vivo.

( so sorry sissy, I made you wait fer me so long! apologise* )

Shopped & walked around at town with huiting. shuxian & boonping join us much later. suppose to catch a movie ( orphan or UP ) but its either the movie time was too late or tickets were sold out.

shift from Orchard to Plaza sing. slacked..

Boyfriend called me, ask whether we would like to join them at Carbana. Agreed & went over East coast park together with sisters & boonping to mitup with boyfriend, zhikai & the rest of their friends. Chilled, slacked, cab to east view there to eat then headed back to Home sweet Home!

Sunday,

huiting came over to my house & we baked banana muffins together =)

monday blues, school's tomorrow. TSK.

I'm totally exhausted.

2009-08-14T15:06:00.000+08:00

went to school fer business management only, then headed back home. Having a make-up c.i.p thingy or an event I don't know at 2+ today but I give it a miss. hehe, so I'm going to meet my 2 lovely sissy later on! woohoo =) heading over to shuxian's house first. I'm so gonna mess up her room like how she came to my house the other day! haha. BYE, shall update again.

Imissyou,benji.

2009-08-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

did not attend school today. I'm too exhausted, so decided to stay at home to replenish my sleep instead of going to school. Spend my day sleeping away.. School is getting more & more boring. If its not fer my girls in school, I bet I can survive through the day in school. tsk..
oh! mummie, aunty & didi is back from malaysia! my house is more lively with didi back home (:

I'm looking forward to every weekends.

2009-08-11T01:18:00.009+08:00

Spent my weekend with my precious =) hehe. wonderful weekend I can say!
stay over at Baby's house on satuday. watch fireworks with Baby on sunday. damn! the fireworks was beautiful! That moment, the person I love most was beside me. awww..
catch G.I.Joe: The rise of cobra with Baby & his friends after the fireworks.
Jus got back home. metup with sisters today, had our dinner+supper together (: talk & laugh like usual. had plans with my sisters fer next week already! looking forward man! woohoo~

Ben & Eve.

I love you, always & forever.

2009-08-07T23:37:00.003+08:00

Its weekend! I'm so gonna spend my weekend with my benjamin chew wencong! (:
I'm eating Ferrero now but I want Kinder Bueno! Kinder Bueno lehhhh, I want!

2009-08-03T12:14:00.000+08:00

was chatting in msn with my precious just now. awww, he told me something so sweet. It totally melts my heart =) anyway, I'm busy with my projects now. my eyes cant hold on any longer, its closing sooner or later. tskk.. still have to wake up early fer school tomorrow. Another extra lesson again. 3 pathetic hours, I don't know how to survive during that 3hrs. arrgghh!
oh whatever, school school school.. tsktsk.

I'm missing my benji.